Bye Bye Luke

I’m sitting here, struggling with finding the words. I have so many feelings at once so writing about it is challenging. 

I can start with letting you know that I just came home from the airport and Luke is on his way home. Our 4 months is up, and now we have to be apart 2 months again. I felt weird on the way to the Airport and once we had parked, I was really fighting the tears. When he had to go I couldn’t stop the tears, even though I knew that I would be coming after in 8 weeks. I’m sitting here and it feels weird not having Luke around. For several months now Luke and I have seen each other all the time, and now we’ll have to be apart. It feels weird and unfair. The majority of relationships don’t have to go through with spending time apart and all the different Visas applications, because they are from the same country. It’s challenging but when in love it’s definitely worth all the trouble.

Thinking back it has been a great 4 months and I’m really looking forward with more time with the love of my life. Yesterday we went out to have our last dinner together in Norway. He chose Hard Rock Cafè, my favourite restaurant chain with awesome decorations, great food and good music! But after the BBQ at my dad’s no one of us was really hungry. Luke told me he had an Idea and he took me outside a Hotel close to the restaurant. He showed me a piece of paper, with booking information from several days ago. He had booked us in to a hotel for our last night in Oslo. It was perfect!

 Surprises like that are awesome, and no one loves surprises more than me. I love surprising people as well, and I have 2 months until I can start surprising him with something. But let’s take first thing first; I have to get 5000AUD to get a visa before I can enter Australia.