"To Do" list

I have so many thoughts these days but it’s still challenging to know what to write in this blog. Lately I have been focusing on how much I miss Luke and how lonely I feel. I’ll admit that it was hard facing my empty room for the first time after Luke left, but today I found myself smiling when I was walking my dog. I realized how happy I am, even though Luke is thousands of miles away. I know that I want to fight for this relationship, no matter what. I know I’ll be happy in Australia and I’m counting down the days. But I do know that these months will be challenging and that I’ll be feeling lonely some times. That is why I asked for advice from a friend of mine. My friend has gone through the same thing with here Australian boyfriend, so she knows from experience. She told me to make a list, to keep busy. So I did. I wrote a long list of everything I need to do before I can leave to Australia. And now I know these two months will run past, because I have no idea how I’ll finish the list on time.