Lately I’ve been trying not to think of Luke, because every time I do my smile goes away and my eyes get shiny. This is a very sad image for someone in love, but it’s the hard truth of a long distance relationship. I miss Luke and every day I’m trying to keep busy. The reason I’m bringing this up again, is because it helps telling someone. It’s also because it’s Sunday tomorrow and I have nothing fun to do. I usually like a quiet day, without anything to do, but for the first time of my life the thought of a day without any plans scares me. Most of my friends are busy, and my family is far away. There’s plenty I need to do though, like looking through my old stuff to through away. I’ll probably do that, hoping the day will end quickly. Anyway time to go to bed. Good night.
Helene so sorry your feeling sad, trust me I know how hard it is but it is only 41 more days to go, you can do this. You get busy and go through your stuff and the whole time you are doing it think this will be one more thing out of the way and you'll be another day closer to seeing Luke. Are you able to call him at all? Or do you just talk to him on Skpe? Just think about how hard it would be if you could only write to each other, it can always be worse. The technology we have today is so wonderful, being able to talk to someone and see them at the same time is amazing. So try not to be so sad. Keep busy as much as you can and always remember the good times with Luke, you'll be having more soon. Love, Judy
ReplyDeleteKjør til halden og hils på familien..;) Vet om en som sikkert hadde blitt glad og ikke minst trenger det nå ;)
ReplyDeleteI can call Luke whenever I want, and I have called sometimes to ask if he could come on Skype. Other that asking him that, calling him is too expensive. As I've said before, I'm grateful for our technology so that we wouldn't have to write letters. I know I'm lucky and don't mean to seem ungrateful because I found true Love. But my point is that it's a struggle for Love, that I would go through again, but only for this feeling. Today I'll move one step closer, as I do every day, Love, Helene.
ReplyDeleteHAdde det ikke tatt 7 timer og kommer meg til Halden så hadde jeg vært der nå! Men har noe jeg må gjøre på tirsdag og er alt for dyrt med en svip tur for bare en natt i halden. Har tre dager fri fra 17 så tenkte å kjøre oppover en tur da =)